Words For A Friend

It has been a couple of weeks since you gone and I can't stop thinking about you. Each things I did, It reminded me of you. Every time I heard this 'I'll Be Missing You' song, It reminded me those days we used to be together happily.

Yeah... this right hear... goes out to everyone who has lost someone they
truly love

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

Somebody tell me why
One Black Morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face


Every day that passes

Is a day that I get closer

To seeing you again

We miss you ... and we won't stop

Cause we can't stop... that's right

We miss you Engku Arif Adlan

Rest in Peace

Now, after mid night and I am still laying on the bed thinking about him. I am still in shock on what had happened to him. Engku Arif Adlan. He is my one year senior and he had tough me a lot and I wont forget about him. When I woke up this morning, I realized that there were more than 10 missed calls from different callers. Then, Are called me and he told me that "he's gone". In the beginning, I thought it was a joke but it wasn't. He died in an accident and it was very tragic. May Allah bless him. I will miss you Engku. :(

30 minutes ago, I was rearranging my things in my room. Suddenly, I found something that reminded of him. I was speechless and I stunted. I was holding it and I realized that this is the thing that he was been looking for since he stayed a night at my house. I found it, I found it on that day. the day that I never going to see him again and I didn't have a chance to return it back.

Every moment I hold my camera, Every picture that I take, Every step that I take with a tripod behind me...... It will reminds me of You. Farewell.