PARAMORE-Welcome To the FAMILY!!!

Last night was awesome! After the last paper(biology paper 3) I rushed back home from Kuala Kangsar, Perak to Kuala Lumpur just to watch Paramore perform live. Damn, I had to 'fly' to go back. No camera for the concert. So, no pictures :(. I only have this picture of my ticket. It was the best night. Brick by Boring Brick was a blast and Ignorance was a good start.

Master Shaolin Temple

Last Friday was a nightmare, I got caught by the student's affair teacher, Mr.Fairuz because of my hair. I got a really long hair and now they are gone. I miss my hair. A new baldboy in town. :D

Words For A Friend

It has been a couple of weeks since you gone and I can't stop thinking about you. Each things I did, It reminded me of you. Every time I heard this 'I'll Be Missing You' song, It reminded me those days we used to be together happily.

Yeah... this right hear... goes out to everyone who has lost someone they
truly love

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

Somebody tell me why
One Black Morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

Every day that passes

Is a day that I get closer

To seeing you again

We miss you ... and we won't stop

Cause we can't stop... that's right

We miss you Engku Arif Adlan

Rest in Peace

Now, after mid night and I am still laying on the bed thinking about him. I am still in shock on what had happened to him. Engku Arif Adlan. He is my one year senior and he had tough me a lot and I wont forget about him. When I woke up this morning, I realized that there were more than 10 missed calls from different callers. Then, Are called me and he told me that "he's gone". In the beginning, I thought it was a joke but it wasn't. He died in an accident and it was very tragic. May Allah bless him. I will miss you Engku. :(

30 minutes ago, I was rearranging my things in my room. Suddenly, I found something that reminded of him. I was speechless and I stunted. I was holding it and I realized that this is the thing that he was been looking for since he stayed a night at my house. I found it, I found it on that day. the day that I never going to see him again and I didn't have a chance to return it back.

Every moment I hold my camera, Every picture that I take, Every step that I take with a tripod behind me...... It will reminds me of You. Farewell.

Say Its Over

Ok people, I had gone way to far now. Seems like its time for me to back off and move on with my life. It was so not me. Why everybody should be a pretender? I want it to be true. Maybe some of you didn't know what I am crapping in the blog right now but here it is, I realized that everything is wasting time. I am not going to act or live like that. People change, every seconds, every minutes, they change their mind. So do I, I have to left it behind. I am so bored and I am done with it. I felt hot & cold. The element that everybody familiar of. Its time for me to move on and let it be. Its time for someone else to feel it. Everybody is going to face it but they just didn't realize about it. Well, good luck to those still searching the meaning of it. I got mine.

Home. SweeeeeT!!!

Yeay!!!.. I have been waiting for this moment for too long.. finally!!!.. Its time to go home fellas!!


Angels & Airwaves

This is it. A new band that I just starting to like and I love their songs. So fresh and inspire.

A Fresh Start

Its been a long time since I posted my last post. Well I have been busy with some other things and I am to lazy to update my blog. So thanks for the wake up call. Its a fresh new start for me. Here we go again :P

Happy Birthday!!!

26.6.2010, Wednesday. Its my special day and last night before I turned 16, some of them had wished me. Thank you!!! especially Fatin, and my 0711 batch members. Thanks alot with the prank. The neon lights and candles were awesome. All of you sang for me and it was kinda shocked because the voices were heard all over the Malay College compound. It was damn cool!!! Love all of you. Thanks for the wishes!!!

I am 16 now!!!!!!... haha :P

Been With 'Jarheads' For A Couple of Days

I just got back from The Royal Military College and I can't get into my 'cube' right now. So while waiting for my 'cubemate' to get back, so let me tell a bit what is going on for the last 3 days at The Royal Military College. Ok, I met Izzul, he is 'newboy' at the college, and he is the only 'jarhead' I know at that college. I am one of the representatives from Malay College Kuala Kangsar to play basketball, and guess what. My team won the match but we played kinda bad that morning, there are many things to be fix up before the tournament. Then, I got a new experienced, wielded a M-16 and a pistol. It was awesome, I did took some shots, I was kinda nervous because, it was my first time holding it. I managed to shoot down some of the plates. It was a great weekend. Next event for this upcoming weekend, Sports Day. Good luck guys, especially Mohd Shah House, hope we still the champion for this year. AUMM!!!!!!

Time Like These

Finally, I got a chance to settle down for a while. Midterm examination was insane. I hope my all my results are doing just fine. I had been studying for 2 weeks, Now I feel like I cant stop studying. What is going on? I suppose to "I Can't Stop Partying" but seems like everything is changing. Its good actually haha. Yesterday, I saw this picture and makes me want to go back to KOREA!!!! Damn I miss you guys. Haha. :P

Something For Today


MidTerm Examinations

Tomorrow,I am going to sit for my mid-year examinations and I am still didn't prepare any of the subjects. Chemistry papers will be the opening for tomorrow. I am so freaking out right now. Hope that everything is going to be just fine. My target for this examination is "NO FAIL". So, I guess this is it, please pray for me.


Everything we fight for seems to get shot down
No one seems to notice it’s like we ain’t around
You tear us into pieces, and throw us here and there
No one knows how much we care
So much pain
So many tears
So much hurt
When we gonna learn, oh
We got to give our best, and push until we break on through
We’re shooting straight for the top
Our engine never will stop
This is our destiny nothings too good to be
We know the score we gonna break down the door,
You wished you were at lunch
This time we got a hunch,
We’re the underdogs

Forever & Always

First of all, I would like to thank to all my new friends in Jungsan Highschool. You guys had been such a good friend and very cool. I got a lot of precious experienced with you guys. We sang along some songs, got dumped into the seawater, shared stories, played cards, and many more. I will miss you guys, well I already started too. Hope we will meet again especially SoYoung, Su, Reina, Han-Sun, Kim-Hyo and the others. To Kim-Hyo, I miss you voice so much!. Wish you were here sing along with me haha. Great experienced guys, and by the way, thanks to my foster parents for being such a good parents. Finally, haha.. thanks for the intro of SNSD,Kara,WonderGirls & After School. I kinda like it now. Good luck guys! Hope we meet again.

I will upload the photos later.. :)

Learn To Fly

Few hours left, before I fly to Seoul, South Korea to join the leadership program with the Jungsan High School. I am so excited but a lil bit nervous because I am going to perform 'traditional dance' and present the education system of Malaysia. I hope I will make it. By the way, I am the only guy that going to stay with girl for my foster parents program. Am I lucky or what? Haha. Her name is So-young and I can't wait to get to know her well. So, I will be back next week on 10th April. See you guys and I'll try to buy souvenirs as many as I can.

No More

It was raining heavily, all the Cagers went to the squash court during the training session. I just got recovered from my injury, I started to feel my legs back as usual. I can run, even turn in faster than before. I was quite satisfied and ready for the next training. Suddenly, the coach announced the 12 players that going to play in PHT and the other 3 players that going to fight for the places. Sadness strike me, I was kinda shocked when my name is the first one to be called. He said "Apez, sorry your not in". No more for me. Farewell.

Chickens Festival

Yesterday was a good day, started with a very good view of chickens, lots of chickens. Actually there was a 'amali sembelihan'. Everyone was at the Big School. I was kinda excited and can't wait to slaughter the chickens. So, all the form 4s were given knifes and before we started, our 'ustaz' briefed us about the 'hukum sembelihan'. Then, we got our self ready by sharpened our knifes. I slaughtered 2 chickens and it was my new experience. After that, I roasted them and ate it during lunch time. I got some pictures.

Owh, by the way. Malay College Kuala Kangsar joined the 'Earh Hour' program. So, last night all the collegians were at the field, count down the last 10 seconds before the lights went out. Then we watched a movie in the Hargreaves Hall. :)

I Got The Prettiest Girl In The Whole Wide World

I felt so awful of what happened last night. Its like somekind of joke to me. Actually, it was suddenly happened and I wish that I was never asked about it. Owh my, unlucky for me. I was so just little too late. But, it realised me something, something that I should know a quite time ago. It was a good motivation and I am really thankful to you. Thanks a lot. When I woke up this morning, I can't barely get off from my bed, kept thinking about it. But now, I can control my emotion and I will be just fine. Unlucky me. Its like I almost have 'I Got The Prettiest Girl In The Whole Wide World' but now it turned to 'I Got The Worse Night In The Whole Wide World'. Thanks to you little miss sunshine.

God Bless The Sweat

Actually, I dont know what is going on. My performance is getting worse, day by day. I had this kind of injury since 3 months ago. My back can't barely turn. I only manages to turn halfway. This thing is really messed up my game. Now, my stamina is horrible. Defensive system is out of tune. Owh my, I got to change this. I already started with my own training sessions every morning. My target is that, I can keep up or at least maintain my stamina. Then, a really solid defensive system if I want to get back my feet in the court. So wish me good luck. Its a new target to be in the PHT Cup's team. "No pain, No gain"

Sweet Revenge

I just got back from North Zone Basketball Tournament, I am so tired right now. So, once again congratulations to Cagers(Malay College Basketball Team) for defending the 9th times champion streak in North Zone Basketball Tournament. Guys, I am so impressed. The way the game play you had shown, I guaranteed, Cagers will win the PHT cup. Although I can't give score or what so ever to you guys. But, still I give all my full support till the end of the chapter of Cagers 10. Good luck and all the best. :D I hope I can recover fast.


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Lonely Ranger

Hey guys, its been a while I didn't write on my blog. Ok, here we go. I am so addicted to Weezer right now. All the songs are so great. The meaning of their songs are beyond praise. Then, I am in a very cloud nine mood right now, the basketball training sessions had ended today! I am so exhausted. Its time to take a break from this dribbling thing. But still, there are some reports, presentation, and performance that I have to do. At night, I will be in the Prefectorial Room practicing the 'Zapin' traditional dance till 3 o'clock in the morning for the Korea Students Exchange Programme at Hjoungsan High School,Seoul. Then, I have to settle down the form 3s problems at the Pavillion. Ahh man, when is the time that I can take a break?. :P OK. Enough with the typing, I'll try to update this blog later. See you guys this holiday.

Better Days

Hii.. happy holidays guys!!. hope your holidays not so boring like me. I am still here in college. I can't go home because of the basketball training and my family is not here. They are having some kind of happy vacation and of cause job thing in Gold Coast, Sydney, & Newcastle. So here I am, alone in Malaysia. :(

By the way, photography sessions were already started. It will be my busy year.

New Brothers

Its been a week since the new form 4 students had their orientation week in Malay College Kuala Kangsar. It was my busy week, I did not entered any classes during school hours. I had to handle all the activities for the new form 4 students. Well, I do gave them some speech. It was my part to give them a speech. Now, I am preparing for the concert. I am going to sing 'I Gotta Feeling' but in my version. Wish me luck! and welcome Form4 Students!!!!

Editorial Board

Yesterday, Are came to me and told me that he got the post for the general photographer. He said that the editorial board's members for 2010 had been chosen by an old boy and the administration. I went to see Mrs. Azlinda Muda right after Are told me. Then, what I knew is that I got the post too. I had been chosen to be the photographer, so I am going to work with Are. I am so glad that I got the post and I can't wait to start working on the MAGAZINES!!!!!
Owh by the way, the freshmen form4s students are going to start their new chapter of life in Malay College Kuala Kangsar. So, warm welcome to our new brothers and I hope they will be ok. I got an information that there is a student from KGV that going to continue his study in Malay College and to Salah. I am going to SASER this March. So see ya!

Asian YingYang from South

I'm home, but just for a while. I had been very busy lately with the basketball, form 1 students, candidate from Indonesia, take care of form 3 students. Been a prefect is not an easy job. I had to sacrifice many things. I already duty on stage about 2 times. The first time was really made my stomach sick. I'm so nervous, but the second time was pretty good. I was a bit calmed but still my legs shaken. Owh by the way. I had been offered by the school to represent Malaysia to go to South Korea. Due to connect the bond between Malay College and one of the school at South Korea. So, its like I have to promote Malaysia to them. I hope I can make it. Thanks to the administration for giving me this oppurtinity to outshine myself. I'll be going to South Korea about a couple of months by now. So see you guys around. :P

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